Wednesday, September 20, 2017
A Room With a View
by E.M. Foster
I really wanted to like this book but I just couldn't get into it. You'll notice it's been a few week since I posted much on this blog. Partly because I started a book club and the book we are reading this month, I have already read. And partly because this book took me almost 2 weeks to get through. It is less then 200 pages so that really shows you just how slowly this story moved for me. In fact by the end I was just skimming to find out how it turned out.
My biggest problem with this book was the writing style. It was just so hard to follow what was going on. Of course this book was written in 1908 so the language is different then what I'm used to and made it more difficult to follow. It did help that the back of the book had some explanatory notes to help explain some of the references through out the book. References to places and people that were common knowledge back then, but that most of us have not heard of in our day and age. That being said, I have never had an issue reading Jane Austin which was written in a similar time period. For me the writing was just a little too dull for my taste.
I didn't feel any connection to the characters and it was hard to follow why certain people were looked down on. There really wasn't any context. Plus the big event, had no build up or any foreshadowing up to that point. No looks of longing or hints that there might be some kind of attraction. It just seemed kind of random with out any signs that something was up.
The second half was a little better but I still never really felt a connection to any of the characters. And by that point I just wanted to be done with the story.
I read plenty of reviews were people loved this book and what he was trying say about society, but I'm not one of those people. I've read better classics.
Monday, September 18, 2017
Thursday, August 31, 2017
The Way of Kings
by Brandon Sanderson
This is the first book in Sanderson's The Stormlight Archive series. It is over 1000 pages which made it a bit overwhelming to start but I am so glad I did. Sanderson continues to amaze me with his ability to write such unique and captivating stories. I'm not sure I can put into words exactly why this book is so good but I will give it a try.
This book is everything an epic fantasy should be. A extraordinary world, an unique magic system, and fascinating characters, who unbeknownst to them, have a very important roles in the destiny of their world.
What makes it even better is that is not filled with pages of endless description. You know what I'n referring to if you have ever read Lord of the Rings. Don't get me wrong. I love LOTR but I did skim through quite a bit of the lengthier descriptive parts. His style of writing really keeps you engaged as a reader and moves the story along at a pace the makes reading 1001 pages enjoyable.
Sanderson has created a world unlike any I have read before, filled with unique cultures and beliefs. A place were only women can read but yet are somehow still not treated as equals. A place wear the color of your eyes determines how you will be treated. I found myself wanting to know more about their world. The belief system is so different from anything I have read which made the book all that much more interesting. I could have seriously read an entire book just about the different cultures and religions of this world. I didn't even need a story because I found it all just so intriguing.
But it's not just about their culture, the characters have so much depth. This makes for a really compelling story. One that draws you in and makes you care about them and their future. This book actually follows several different characters which at first made it a little more difficult to get in to. In the beginning it jumped around to so many different characters and times and places. It was a lot to take in. But then he starts to focus on just a couple characters and I quickly became enthralled by their lives.
My favorite Character was Kaladin. I felt like I could really relate to him and his situation. I liked how we slowly got a peak into his life with flash backs to the years before he ended up as a bridge man. I almost feel like this book could have just focused on him and been slightly shorter, but the truth is the other characters and events were important for the plot too. The story couldn't have unfolded the way it did with out their role in the book.
There are still things I don't really understand and questions that still need to be answered, which I'm sure will happen as the story unfolds in the next 4 books. I read somewhere that there are supposed to be 10 books total in this series. He is writing one about every 3-4 years and the third book comes out in November. At that rate I'm going to be in my 60's before he finishes them all. For some reason that really bums me out. Probably because I know just how good they are going to be and I really want to read more about this world. I loved it!
If you are looking into trying out an epic fantasy this would be a great one to start with. Now I just have to figure out how to get my hands on book two!
Tuesday, August 22, 2017
The Shadow Throne
By Jennifer A. Nielsen
This is the third book in the Ascendancy Trilogy and I thought it was a great conclusion to this series.
In this book Jaron's country is at war and he must find a way to end the war and save his country.
I really like how it all turned out. There were plenty of twist and turns to keep it interesting. One thing I have really enjoyed about this series is that Jaron always seemed to have something up his sleeve. Even when things looked the bleakest, it was all part of his plan. I will admit that this book felt a bit more predictable to me but I think that was because I have gotten so used to the characters. I've learned how they think so it was easier to guess what they would do next. In that way it was less surprising when things happened but I still thought it was a fun read.
I'd recommend this series to anybody. This would be a great series for the middle school crowd. Plenty of action, intrigue and a tiny bit of romance.
Thursday, August 17, 2017
By Brian Selznick
This 600 plus page book only took me about 3 hours to read. It helped that 2/3 of the book was filled with pictures. I really loved how this story was told. The pictures really did tell a story all their own.
I original picked up this book because I saw a preview for the movie and was so intrigued that I immediately wanted to read the book. It follows the story of two kids, Ben and Rose, whose stories take place 50 years apart. Ben in the 1970s and Rose in the 1920s. Ben who has lost his mother and longs to meet his father who he has never met. Rose who is kept isolated because of her deafness and is drawn to a famous actress from the silent films of the 1920s. They both run away to New York in search of answers. Ben's story is told through words and Rose's is told through the pictures. It was the perfect combination. I love how their stories are connected even though they grew up 50 years apart. Plus it was so interesting to get a glimpse into deaf culture. I am really excited to see how they turn this into a film.
Saturday, August 5, 2017
A Thousand Splendid Suns
by Khaled Hosseini
This is one of those books that I think everyone should read. It was heartbreaking but I feel like it gives you a glimpse into the lives of the people who live in war torn countries like Afghanistan.
The book follows the lives of two women over the course of about thirty years who live in Kabul, Afghanistan. It shows what it would have been like to live through a time where their country was constantly being fought over for control.
Starting with the communist coup, to the Soviets, to all the different Warlords fight for power and on to the Taliban. There are so many different groups of people living in the area it seems as though they have always struggled to get along and live in peace. It was hard to read about the terrible things they went through.
The Taliban was by far the worse and it was so upsetting to see the way that women were treated. What was so sad that about that whole situation was just how happy the people were when the Taliban arrived and stopped the Warlord's endless war. Little did they know just how awful their lives would become after they took control. Women couldn't even get proper medical care because the majority of the Hospitals were for men only. The only Women's Hospital had no electricity, water or drugs.
Even though this story was very depressing I did feel like there was hope at the end. After the events of September 11th, The United States came in and drove out the Taliban. Women were able to have some freedoms again and it felt like things were changing for the better. I can only hope that this has stayed true all these years later. It just breaks my heart that they have had to struggle to survive for so many years.
Even though this is a fictional story, I thought it was a great lesson in history. I like historical fiction so much because it takes something in the past and brings it to life. Really makes you feel what life would have been like for someone living through that era or event. This book does that an more. It is so well written. I am glad that I took time to read this story.
Friday, August 4, 2017
Troublemaker: Surviving Hollywood and Scientology
by Leah Remini
I don't read much non-fiction, but I saw a couple episodes of her show on the same subject and was fascinated. I decided to pick up the book and read more about her experiences with Scientology. This may have not been the most well written book I have ever read but boy was it fascinating. I only took me about a day to read it because I couldn't put it down. There are a lot of things she brings up in this book about Scientology that I found very sad. I was both surprised and unsurprised that she stuck with the religion for so long. Surprised because even at a young age she was treated terribly by them but Unsurprised because of how much they control their followers. I still don't completely understand everything she was talking about because it was just really strange. Maybe she could have explained the auditing process a little more in depth. Towards the end of the book she kept saying that they kept her for hours reading policies but it didn't really understand what that meant or what the purpose was. It was a little confusing for me. But I can also understand not wanting to get into the details of religion that for years you were told only certain people were allowed to have all the knowledge; those who went through all the steps and classes to move higher up the bridge. That would be a hard transition. I really liked how honest she was about her life. She admitted her character flaws and embraced who she was with out hesitation. I found this very refreshing. This was definitely an easy Non-fiction book to read, probably because the subject was so interesting to me. I would recommend it, if you are at all curious about what she went through.
Tuesday, July 25, 2017
Big Little Lies
By Liane Moriarty
A look into the seemingly perfect lives of a group of Kindergarten moms and what lead to the events of Trivia Night, which ended in murder. This book is written from the perspective of three different moms, each very different from each other but connected by experience. Each with a child starting Kindergarten. One very beautiful and rich, one remarried experienced school mom, and one very young single mom.
There is plenty of drama through out this book to keep the reader engaged. Honestly I could not put this book down. I was completely drawn into the story and eager to find out what happened on Trivia Night. I like how there were little snips of interview about the events of that night at the end of each chapter from various other kindergarten moms and dads. I found it entertaining and kept me wanting to know more. Most of the story actually covers the months and events leading up to that night and you learn that everything isn't always what it seems. My one minor complaint was that it seemed to take forever to get to the big event. There was so much build up and I just wanted it to get to Trivia night quicker. This was quite a long book at 458 pages.
There were a couple really great things this book helped to illustrate. One it showed how easy it is to be caught up in rumor and hearsay. To take sides with out having all the facts. This book did a great job of showing how clicks can form and how it can negatively effect everyone. After reading this I sure hope that I never let myself get caught up in school drama. The thing is I can see how easy something like this can happen because we just want to protect our kids and we would do anything to help them if we thought they were the victim of bullying.
Two, and probable the most important, was the portrayal of domestic violence. How easy it is to hide and how easy it is to miss the signs if you are on the outside looking in. In the age of Facebook it is so easy to put on the happy face of a perfect family. To create the image of a perfect life. I think this book shows that you never know what is going on in some ones personal life. It is so easy to judge or to compare and we really shouldn't.
I really liked this book and would recommend it! I just learned that HBO made a TV series based on this book and now I'm curious to find out more. Anyone watch the show? Is it worth checking out?
Thursday, July 20, 2017
by Kristin Hannah
This is a World War II novel set in German occupied France. It follows the lives of two sisters and the decisions they were forced to make during a time that the Nazis had taken over every aspect of their country. They are very different from each other and their paths seemed very different but I think that by the end they learned that they were not as different as they thought.
To be honest I was a little hesitant about reading another WWII book. The last few I have read have not been that great. I kept seeing this book being recommended though, so I decided to give it a chance. I sure am glad I did. I thought this was a really touching story and I feel like I learned a lot about the German occupation of France. I can't even imagine living through an experience like that, let alone risking your life to fight against them.
The best thing about this book for me was the ending. Did everything end happily ever after? No, it was about WWII after all. There was definitely some ugly crying involved, but it showed that there were good people who made a real difference. Even if it was a small difference, it was important. There is a lot to be said about our ability to help those around us even in it feels like we aren't making much of a difference in the grand scheme of things.
Wednesday, July 19, 2017
The Runaway King
by Jennifer A. Nielsen
This is the second book in this series and I enjoyed this one just as much as the first one. This series is definitely written for a younger crowd. It would be great for the middle school group. But that didn't stop me from enjoying it. Any book that is well written and keeps me entertained is worth my time to read and this one was definitely a fun one. The characters are great and the story was engaging. I like that main character, Jaron, kept me guessing the entire time about what his next move would be. There always seemed to be some end game he was working for even when things didn't seem to be going his way. I liked finding out just how it would all work out. This is a great fantasy book and series that I would highly recommend.
Tuesday, July 18, 2017
I finally got a chance to see the film version of A Monster Calls a few weeks ago and I loved it.
This was such a hauntingly beautifully book and I am so glad that they were able to keep the same feeling in the movie. I think they did an amazing job bring this story to life. They even included the illustrations that added so much depth to the book. Liam Neeson was the perfect voice for the monster. The stories told by the monster were beautifully animated. It really was perfect. I cried just as much as I did in the book. I would highly recommend it.
You can read my review of the book here.
Thursday, July 6, 2017
by Jodi Lynn Anderson
I thought that this was such a beautiful retelling of the Peter Pan story but with the main focus as Tiger Lily. This story is told through the eyes of Tinker Bell and I really liked reading from the perspective. I thought that it made the story even more interesting.
I was immediately drawn into the world of Neverland that Tiger Lily lived in. Her story was fascinating and I loved that she was a strong character but that she also had weakness. She was independent and capable. She did what she wanted, even if it wasn't what was expect of a girl. But at the same time, she was so caught up in what was happening to her that she didn't realize what was happening to the people she loved.
It did get kind of slow in the middle and it didn't really seem like much was happening. It took awhile to really get back to the meat of the story. There was some very interesting commentary on Christianity trying to convert indigenous people and the problems that can cause. It definitely did not put them in very good light and even I found myself frustrated with him trying to change and convert everyone to his view of the world. Which I'm sure was the point the author was trying to make.
I did really love the ending. I thought it was a beautiful message about love and loss. About the ability to heal and move on. To love more then one person and to recognize that it is ok to love again. Especially when you love someone who is dearer to you then life and then lose them. It was the perfect ending to the story.
*Also if you are interesting in checking the book out the picture above gives you a direct link to Amazon. The same goes for all the other post on this blog. Most pictures of the books are linked to Amazon, where you can read more reviews or even buy them.
Friday, June 23, 2017
By Ashley Poston
This ended up being a really cute story. It was a fun take on the Cinderella story. It is full of fun geeky references. This is a modern telling, with food trucks, movie stars and Sci fi fans. I think this story does a great job of showing that it's ok to be yourself. That liking things that are considered geeky doesn't make you weird and that there are others out there who like the same things. You are not alone.
It did take me a little bit to really get drawn into the story but once I did I couldn't put it down. It jumps between the two main Characters, Elle and Darien. My one complaint at the beginning was that their voice in the book sounded too familiar, like reading the same character just one being a boy instead of a girl. After the first few chapters though I stopped feeling that way and they became very distinct personalities. I'm sure it is just her style of writing. I just had to get to know the characters first.
I loved the ending and how it all wrapped up. It was such a cute modern fairy tale. I would definitely recommend this if you are looking for something fun to read.
Tuesday, June 20, 2017
The False Prince
By Jennifer A. Nielsen
This was such a fun book to read. This is a fantasy novel filled with intrigue, hidden secrets and plenty of action. In the book several orphans are taken by a noblemen, who has plans to use them take the throne, by having one of them impersonate the long lost son of the king. The story moved quickly and easily kept my interest through out the entire book. I thought that the characters were interesting. I especially liked the main character Sage, who was mischievous and stubborn but also kind and thoughtful. He was a character I could really get behind.
The story was somewhat predictable for me but I was happy with it any way. If it hadn't gone the way I wanted it to, I actually might have been a little disappointed. This is a case of knowing what is going to happen but in a good way. This book is geared towards 10-14 year olds but I still really enjoyed it. I think this would be a great book for a kid who needs something to really grab their interest in reading. I can't wait to read the rest of the trilogy.
Tuesday, June 13, 2017
By Stephenie Meyer
This book is written by the same person who wrote the Twilight series and The Host. I really enjoyed those book so I was looking forward to this book. She dedicates this book to Jason Bourne and Aaron Cross so that should give you a pretty good idea about the subject matter of this book. Now I'm not always a fan of spy thrillers but I really enjoyed this one and I definitely liked it way better then the Jason Bourne book I read.
This book follows Alex, an ex-goverment specialist, who is on the run from the very people who trained and employed her. She will do what ever it takes to survive and bring the people down who want her dead. She ends up kidnapping someone and in the process ends up learning that the conspiracy is much bigger then she ever knew. (Sound familiar yet?) I would say that the premises is a lot like Jason Bourne, except she has her memories.
I thought that the characters were really interesting and that the story moved at a good paced, especially compared to some others I've read. There was a lot of character development that need to happen to make the rest of the story work and that did take some time. But it didn't feel like it dragged on so I thought that part of the book was well done. The ending was especially exciting and tense, all the things you look for in a good thriller.
I know that a lot of reviews didn't like how quickly the romance side played out but I found it so much more believable then the romance in Jason Bourne. (you can read my review of that book here.) I could actually believe that he fell for her so quickly because the book made it clear that there was an attracting from the very beginning.
Sunday, June 4, 2017
By Brandon Sanderson
This should come as no surprise to you if you are familiar with me or Sanderson's writing, this book was amazing! I think the introduction at the beginning of this book explains his success as a writer best when he said that Sanderson owes his success to the small human stories inside his epics. They are what make his books so great. He makes you care so much about his characters that you just have to read more. This book kept me up late finishing it because I just had to know how it ended. I haven't done that it years. My kids' 6 am wake up call came very early that morning.
This was an action filled story that I did not wan to put down. It was definitely worth losing a little sleep over. Princess Sarene has arrived in Kae, only to learn that the man she is supposed to marry is dead. But the truth is that he isn't really dead, he has just become an Elantrian, dead in a way but still alive. There are forces at work trying to take control of the City and they may be the only ones who can save them all.
The magic in this book is so different from anything else he as written and I found it captivating. I am amazed at his ability to create so many unique stories. None of them are the same. Well they are the same in that he creates characters that you grow to love and care about. I loved the characters in this book. Princess Sarene is strong, witty and determined. All characteristics I love seeing in a female heroine. Prince Raoden is kind, wise and intelligent. He was everything I would want a Prince to be and the perfect match to Sarene. I could go on and on. There are so many great characters in this book. It is what makes the story so great.
I am kind of bummed that this is the only book, so far, with these characters. I guess I can keep my fingers crossed that he will eventually bring these characters back so that I can learn more about Elantris and the magic that it holds.
Saturday, June 3, 2017
Call The Midwife: Farewell to the East End
by Jennifer Worth
This is the 3rd and final book in the series. It was filled with familiar stories from the TV show. Or I should say that the TV show used many of these stories. I really enjoyed this book. Her stories are engaging and fascinating. Book 3 was much more like the first book, filled with stories about the midwives' experience delivering babies in the East End of London. This made it a bit more interesting then the second book for me. The stories were all rather sad though. It was hard to imagine that people really lived that way. I just feel so bad for the women who lived during that time. It really is amazing what proper training and medical advances can do for people.
Friday, May 12, 2017
Call the Midwife: Shadows of the Workhouse
by Jennifer Worth
I was really looking forward to reading this book. I love the show and the first book was so good. I was excited to read more about her experiences as a Midwife in East End London, a poor area of the city.
This book covered several of the episodes from the TV Series, or I should say the TV series followed the stories found in this book. I really liked reading the stories, even though I had already watched the show and knew how they would turn out. They definitely stayed true to her book in the TV series.
Book two is somewhat different from the first book because it has far fewer stories in it. It really only follows three stories, which are divided into several chapters. This made for a slower paced book but I still found the stories fascinating and was quickly drawn into to the lives that the stories followed. But I did wish there were more stories about the midwives. None of the stories in this book really had anything to do with the Midwives, other then they told the stories of some of the people who they interacted with more often. That was one thing I really liked about the first book, were all the tales of what it was like to be a midwife in that era. I definitely enjoyed the first book more because of this.
The stories that were told though out were really eye opening. The one about the three who grew up in a workhouse was heart breaking. What horrible places those workhouses were! It kind of bothered me that she kept almost justifying how they came into existence. That back then they really didn't understand how terrible they were being towards the poor. It was really the first form of welfare attempted. But how could they not see the terrible conditions and hopelessness these workhouses created. I mean how can you write an entire book about the horrors of the workhouse but then say they didn't know any better. It was just so horrible! She did do a great job of explaining how they came to be and why the poor were treated that way. It is easy to see how a good idea to help the poor turned out so bad. There were people who tried to improve the situation but it was still just all so hopeless and depressing. It's just hard for me to accept any kind of justification.
I still think this was a good, worthwhile read. The history really is fascinating, even if it is a little depressing. It is good to remember the things that happened in the past so that we do better in the future.
Thursday, April 27, 2017
by Lisa Genova
This was such a fantastic book. I could not put it down. It is so well written and does an amazing job of giving you a glimpse into the world of someone suffering from Alzheimer's disease. This story is about a 50 year old women, a brilliant college professor, who is diagnosed with early onset Alzheimer's disease and follows her through the progression of the disease. I found it to be both heart breaking and eye opening. I think that the saddest part for me was how people acted differently around her when they found out and just how isolated she felt. It would be so hard to watch a family member lose their ability to remember but it would also be so difficult to know that you were going to eventually forget the people close to you. I think that this book can really help those who haven't experienced this disease better understand, not only what their families go through, but what those who have the disease are feeling. I really love books like this that can help people sympathize and hopefully react better to mental illness. The more we understand, the better we can help.
Wednesday, April 19, 2017
I finally finished the last three short stories in Brandon Sanderson's Arcanum Unbounded: The Cosmere Collection. They all took place in different systems, on different worlds and all had different forms of magic involved. I am always so impressed by Brandon Sanderson's imagination. He comes up with so many unique and interesting concepts dealing with magic.
This story takes place in a world where certain people have the ability to move sand. It contains and excerpt from his Graphic novel of the same name and a short story that goes along with it. I thought the story itself was really fascinating and fun to read. I wish this was a regular novel because I honestly preferred the story to the graphic novel. Don't get me wrong, the graphic novel was cool but I love his writing so much. His descriptions really make a story come to life, even more then pictures can do, at least for me. I would love to read more from this world.
Shadows for Silence in the Forests of Hell
On this world there are Ghost everywhere that are attracted to blood and violence. They will kill anyone with a wound, the person who attacked the person and all those around them. This story was a little too violent for me and I didn't enjoy it as much as his other stories. It is quite an interesting concept but I guess it wasn't really my cup of tea.
Sixth of the Dusk
This was by far the strangest world Sanderson has created. Islands filled with deadly creatures and plants. Predators who hunt by sensing other's minds. Birds that have special abilities then can bestow on humans. I liked how he explores the idea of technological advancement, human exploration and the environment. I ended up really liking where this story went even though it was kind of a bizarre world for me. I think this story really makes you think and that is definitely a good thing.
Thursday, April 13, 2017
By Shannon Hale
This is a Sci Fi novel that follows a group of teenagers who gain powers after being exposed to Alien material. This is a very different genre then the books I have read by Shannon Hale in the past and it was not my favorite. Sci Fi tends to be hit or miss for me. I know it is fictional but for Sci Fi to work for me I have to really be able to believe that the events could be possible with some future advances in technology. I had a hard time feeling like this story was believable. Just the events that lead to them being exposed seemed a little far fetched and that was just the beginning.
I did think the characters were interesting and the concept was actually really fascinating. It was a fun read and I liked how the story developed and changed. I just didn't love this book as much as her fantasy novels.
Monday, April 10, 2017
I recently check out a collection of short stories by Brandon Sanderson from the Library. I had no idea it would be so huge! I started at the beginning, only reading the stories that did not contain spoilers for books I have not read yet.
I was very excited to find 3 Short stories set in the Mistborn world. I love all the books in that series and it was really fun to delve back into that world. These stories do contain some spoilers so I would recommend waiting to read them until you have read the novels first.
The Eleventh Metal takes place before the original series so this is one that could be read before reading the novels. It gives you a peek into Kelsier before he meets up with Vin but after he has escaped the pits. It was cool to see what his Mistborn training was like.
Allomancer Jak and the Pits of Eltania was a fun short told from the perspective of an over the top adventure set in the steampunk world of Wax and Wayne. I loved this one. It was just so fun to read, especially the Postscripts written by a Terrisman who compiled the tales of Jak. Sanderson says in the Postscript that written the Terrisman's annotations were one of the most amusing things he has ever done. I agree. Hilarious. I would recommend this one.
Mistborn: Secret Histoy was such an amazing story. This one is much longer then the other two stories and so good. I couldn't put this one down. This Novella follows Kelsier after the event of book two and through book three. You definitely need to read those first 3 Mistborn books before reading this one. Oh how I wish I had know about this book back when I finished those books. It has been so long since I read the first 3 books I didn't have the story fresh in my mind which I think would have made it even more amazing! Plus adds so much more to the story for me and I very interested in seeing where he goes with this in the second half of the series. I don't want to give anything away but there are definitely connections to Wax's era that I am interested in how it plays out.
There are a few more short stories, set in different worlds that I look forward to reading next
Wednesday, March 29, 2017
By Neal Shusterman
Wow. This was such an unique and fascinating peek into what it is like to deal with mental illness. I love well written books that explore topics that are not as widely talked about. At first I found it a little difficult to get into the story as it jumped back and forth between reality and fantasy. But it all started to come together and I began to understand the connections. Neal Shusterman did an amazing job of weaving together what was happening to Caden in real life and the world he was imagining around him. I thought this was a great way to show just how easy it is to confuse fact and fiction when you are suffering from mental illness.
Maybe it can even help others better understand their friends or families who are going through something similar. It seems like there are more and more books that are addressing hard issues like mental illness, but I think there is still somewhat of a stigma around this subject. We need to talk more openly about Mental illness.
I know there were a couple times at the beginning of the story that I completely understood the anxiety that he was feeling, because I've been there and felt very similar. After reading this book I feel really lucky that my postpartum anxiety eventually got better and didn't become worse. I didn't understand what was happening to me and I didn't realize that I could get help for it. I really feel like that is because we just don't talk about these things very much. I hope that stories like these will help others become more willing to open up about their mental illness, so that more people see that they are not alone and that it is ok to ask for help.